douala

I always thought I'd want a drug free home birth and a Douala. The my friend Mimi had complications and I was glad she had the facilities available. Now since this is not Gwen's first baby she has a much better feel for her delivery process. Having Baily and Miss Clare there are more of an issue.

Now I'm older and would want drugs.

I'm still sick but sleeping sitting up helps and the crackling in my lungs has eased and I don't seem to be drowning in fluid or hacking out pieces of my lungs every 10 min. Having this weekend to sleep and rests helps.